The stranger

I just was driving near the mall
just few blocks a way from my house.. and suddenly a guy that was jogging crossed the street, I almost kill him because I didn't saw him, and he jumped on the hood of my car I was in shock but he saw me with those eyes like saying "HOLLY SHIT" and I started laughing I don`t know why but I did and I realized that he was laughing too, he had the most beautiful smile that I ever saw.
And then he approached to my window and ask me for my name and I said "Maria"
he said "Eduardo"
"You almost kill me but If you had kill me I'm sure I had gone to heaven happy just because you kill me"
I just laughed louder.
He turned away and yelld "Bye Maria"
I was in shock
And I don't know if I would see him again and that thought stayed stuck in my head for hours
and now the only thing that I remember it's his smile..
that heaven smile

How a book can affect your dreams

My dreams... they are'nt the same
When I started to read Twilight saga well my dreams started to chance... and my mood
My mood now: sad, depress, confused... and some feelings I can't describe and I hate when that happend.. don't you?

This fucking book is affecting me more that I can't imagine... but the problem is that I can't stop reading is like a drug
"You're like a drug to me. My personal brand of heroine"
How that could happend? anyone have the answer? please?
I feel what she is feeling in that moment... when he leave her... i feel like evryone or my special person is leaving me.. or he's going to leve me soon or later.

I just want to sit and cry... but when I sit the tears don't come out
FUCK!
Damn books...
They take over my life hahaha and my feelings....
and most of all MY DREAMS.
I dream about Edward and wolf mans
Yes Yessssss I'm fucking crazy I know... and crazy it sounds.. I like it.. in a creepy way.